Here we go again
for those of you sick
of this shit – Karma
Happiness, eludes me
over-analyzing everything
searching for that choice to make
Looking to purpose choose life
simplicity a complex solution
blind, numb, lost & forgotten
My brain hard-wired my eyes shut
Persistent Depressive Disorder
convincingly sees only what was
Nothing gets any better
I’ve never known anything different
happiness is Far Far Away, folklore
Farther apart I age, no wiser
life flashes before my eyes, wasted
it’s a miracle I have survived thus far
I may as well be dead
it’s like I’m dead
I feel dead
Burdons not just my own; contagion
leaching into every soul I touch
Incubus fornicate in my sleeplessness
Pervasive nightmares & thoughts
leave little light – my aura
hedonism postulating pleasure
Shit shows on at 4am
Doom & disaster, spiritituality
leper colonies shun; shamed
beyond toxicity
I am cursed
so is everyone in it
locked up for my own safety
Where is Lilith?
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REBLOGGED: By Art of Drem, 2015