Shove it all down
shove it down
shove it
all
all – is not well
in the OK corral.
transactions are flawed
analysis is weak
subterfuge cowers in corners
colluding behind cardboard walls
in the safety zone
I get my back up
I want to be defiant
I want more than ever
to say NO
just to piss you off!
Give me one good reason to feel
alienated, subjugated
discounted
reduced
to your
pa-
the-
tic
whimper
I want to scream
& jab
& smash
& rip the optic nerves
right out of your filtered
monochrome 1950’s
TV screen
head
stretch them into sinewy strings
that snap\
back/
like rubber bands\
& slap/
you\
in the face/
Look at me
Look at me
Look at you –
weak knee’d
lily livered
coward of a man
hiding behind my emotions
wily wood snake
sizing up rats &
other small
rodents
watching
waiting
manipulating
/
that damn sewer
rat never
had a
chance.
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