I leave the room for one second
and I come back to see your cock slamming into her.
You definitely weren’t thinking about me. Selfish, greedy pig!
To make things worse.
You defended her feeble excuses, tried to twist it around and make it my fault, then you left – with her.
Somehow I’m a user. A psychopath with no friends? Go figure.
You were such a disappointment. Still are.
I see your cock inside her, thrusting hard and I can’t bare to touch you or trust.
Betrayal was never a part of us or what we had. ‘I hope you’re happy now’, was another thing you said.
It’s a waiting game from here on in, till we say goodbye and start again.
It was over before it began really. I knew deep down already, you were just too good to be true. Part of me kept hoping but it’s too late for me now.
I’ll do all my grieving before we say goodbye, so I dont have to think about you then. It won’t be pleasant either, but I’ll take what I can get.
I’ll still wish you the best but I’ll never go there again.
© Copyright 2018, Jodine Derena Butler & Poetry Out West. All Rights Reserved
Thankyou 🙂
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Amazing. This is moving I can relate right now
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#relate powerful and raw!!!!!!
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🖤
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Awesome!
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Reblogged this on S. K. Nicholas.
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Thankyou 🙂
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I can see the artwork. I particularly like your painting of the tree frog. You have a great voice! Is that your band behind you? I enjoyed your modeling photos, too. 🙂
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Listening to your music now…
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I dont know… ? Go click the link on my blog page above
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I’d love to! Can I see if I don’t have a FB account?
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No. I wish, although I do paint and draw. Check out my fb art page 🙂
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Is that something that you had painted?
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Yes, thank gawd for art in all its forms of expression
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I think many of us are. I’ve resorted to fleshing out my demons in song and poetry. Good poetry and music? Maybe not so much, but definitely cathartic.
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Oh I’m definitely numb.
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Karma is a bitch, and I’ve felt her bite many times. I’m not sure if we ever learn, or if it’s us getting numb to the consequences.
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I reckon is karma for my past mistakes. I’m not so innocent either in a past life. All is fair in love and war?
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Unfortunately, it’s the only way. Sometimes I wish that there were fast forward and rewind buttons on us.
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Hmmm, we shall see. I’m not sure where to from here…one day at a time, right?
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Powerful stuff, Jodine!
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